jonnybaker

come to the edge

jen and i are just back from two weeks holiday in canada. it felt weird to be going away this time of year as we always go in the summer (largely because i am involved in teaching students). friends who we shared a house with back when we lived in bath invited us to celebrate their 40th wedding anniversary with them along with a group of around 20 for 4 days. my team at cms kindly said it was fine to go and seeing as we were going that far we made a fortnight of it. it was so good to catch up with aad and jeanette in paris (ontario), and we explored a few other spots in ontario - mainly ottawa and manatoulin island. we visited niagara falls which is completely mesmerising. you can get surprisingly close to where the falls roll over the edge - that's where the photo above is from.

i have added a set of holiday photos to flickr. there are quite a few of them be warned - canada 2023. canada is a beautiful country. i hope i'll find space to blog a few thoughts in the next week or so. but first things first - photos!

i also seem to be making a habit of going to a gig the day i get back from n america (well that's two in a row) and you always fly overnight so i hope i stay awake for the young fathers tonight!

the photo title come to the edge is one i used recently in a team day - it's taken from a 1 giant leap track of that name. the opening words are

Come to the edge we said and they said ‘no it’s too high'
Come to the edge we said and they said ‘no we will fall’
Come to the edge we said and they very reluctantly came
And we pushed and they flew

radical imagination: prefiguring the world that is not yet here

i appreciate that this blog is currently something of a slow burn, such is my busy life! but a massive thank you to those of you who still patiently hop onto the flow whether via a feed, twitter, facebook or the occasional digital drop in. i hope as you look back on 2014 you have some consoling thoughts and find hope for the year ahead even if it is against the odds.

a while back i posted a tale of two bookshops in which purchased four books at the ICA bookshop. i have enthused about two of them so far - feral (my book of the year i think and george monbiot is the person i would most like to be put in charge of running the country), and exploring everything.

well the third of the four is radical imagination. i bought this because i can't resist anything about imagination - one of the most underrated and undervalued aspects of what it is to be human. but i didn't read the small print - it turns out it's a book about social research amongst activist movements. but i ended up loving it and learning a load. there is a web site related to it that aims to study, broadcast and celebrate the intelligence, passion and creativity of social movements. of course the church is a social movement (though of course it is curiously part of the establishment in places too!). this book has lots to say to those of us interested in the transformation of society especially seeking to imagine a different kind of society and world that does not have to be the way it is now, and as part of that those of us seeking to effect change in and through following in the way of jesus christ (one heck of an activist!).

the single idea that has stuck with me the most and anyone who knows me well will have been subjected to it over a meal conversation or a work discussion is prefigurative research. what the authors mean by this is to design the present on the basis of an imagined future that is not already here. in their case they are based in universities and don't like the way the academic world is configured so they imagine how the university might be and design research on the basis of that - i.e. it prefigures it rather than settling for the current status quo. brilliant eh? 

so on the first day of the year what kind of world, society, economy, neighbourhood, community, business, or church do you imagine might be possible? and how can you live in the present in a way that flows from that radical imagination? i feel challenged about the training of pioneers i lead at cms - have we done enough imaginative work of what is possible out of which to design our training? we do love imagination but i am stirred up to do some more. i am sick the culture of greed in the wider powers that be and the systematic grinding down of the poor and it seems to me that here more than anywhere we need this radical kind of approach.

i also like the positive and yet honest way that haven and khasnabish talk about social movements. it's interesting to overlay this with whatever networks or movements yoiu have been or are part of such as transition towns, emerging church, pioineering mission or whatever. here's a few notes and quotes i jotted down for myself when i read it...

Take social movements seriously as fecund ecologies ripe with possibility

Movements can be alternative spaces of social reproduction, places where individuals and communities can re-create themselves and find support for doing so.

Social movements are driven by and co-create the radical imagination: shared landscapes of possibility and contestation that confront and contradict the reigning imaginaries of capital and power.... It is not something individuals have but is something networks, groups, movements do. It emerges from and guides collective doing...

Hope is important to balance struggle - fun, joy, celebration, acceptance, humour...

it reminded me just how important communities are in which conversation is happening about the world and change. three things i do that this has helped me continue to value are meet with friends over a meal most weeks one evening to linger at the table, talk, share life, dream and pray; a couple of times a year through the team i work with host a 24 hour dreaming space in which we go away and take on a theme or idea and explore it; and connect/network with others who share similar vision and passion around transformation. this is all part i guess of building infrastructures of dissent as they are described on the web site (i love that phrase - reminds me of the great mission thinker john taylor's notion of cells of dissent).

the book is also a reminder of how valuable research is. they see research as part of how movements are carried forward and propose the idea of a solidarity research strategy that opens up a commions for the imagination through community and participation. so their research involves facilitating focus groups, hosting events, and even a radical imagination festival. one of the issues for activists and i suspect a lot of us in many walks of life is that you get bogged down in the day to day task. one thing research does is pull people together to reflect and talk about what is going on with others. it opens time and spaces in a cycle of imagination, strategy and tactics. the kinds of questions researchers facilitate conversation about are 

• what events or ideas brought you to pioneering work and (how) have your thoughts changed through your involvement?
• what is the role of the imagination in your movement and your own pioneering?
• what would it mean to win? What’s your vision of a better society? Do these visions matter to you and your movement?
• what are the barriers to the radical imagination that you face?

i have changed politics to pioneering in the questions above to see how it crosses over into mission. i should have said that the project is grounded in the particular - in hamilton canada - so it's not just an abstract set of ideas. it really is involved in a movement for change.

so go prefigure! hopeful new year :)

 

dance me to the end of love

those of you who follow the blog over the years will now hom much i am a fan of homegrown liturgy rather than top down. i think communities should be involved where possible in the creation and articulation of liturgy, of course drawing on and remixing liturgies from elsewhere.

anyway all that by way oif saying i really like the way wine before breakfast, a community in toronto, are crafting liturgies and prayers and posting them for others to see at empire remixed. brian walsh is one of the people involved. have a scroll through and see what you like. 

i loved dance me to the end of love - i have used some of those leonard cohen songs in worship (and others) but a great idea to frame a liturgy with his songs. they have done the same with other artists i also liked liberated imaginations and these prayers for a reaffirmation of christian faith. but it's all good stuff.

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paris no 2

so it turns out i have been to two places called paris this year - one in france (which no doubt you have all heard of) and one in canada (which you may not have). here's a shot of the paris in ontario...

the lake

i have only just got round to adding a few photos from my trip to canada to flickr - see canada 2013

redemptive gifts and heretics of hope from the united church in canada

i am back from canada - jet lag has kicked in so up in the middle of the night with a confused body clock! it was delightful to be with the united church of canada again to take part in worship matters. i first made a visit in 2005 to winnipeg to take part in morph. since then at least a couple of groups from the united church of canada have visited the uk and greenbelt to get a sense of what is going on here. and there is a huge group coming over this summer as well. the conference i took part in was on worship with three keynote speakers of which i was one along with ruth duck and jana childers. looking back at my slides from 2005 i am still banging on about much the same things - mission, worship and culture and now with an added focus on pioneering!

it's a great privilege to travel and visit other parts of the world and other parts of the church. i remember being in paris one time and andrew jones in a prayer thanking god for the redemptive gift of the church in france. i thought it was a lovely phrase and like the idea that each part of the church and indeed each culture has a gift that is unique to itself to offer to others. i certainly have found the united church of canada to be the bearer of gifts. two of those struck me again this time. they have a great openness and welcome - these guys are always fun to be with and incredibly hospitable. their commitment to welcome all was embodied in welcoming all people regardless of sexual orientation to membership and ordered ministry back in 1988, and also in their commitment to justice and partnership with aboriginal/first nations people in canada. i don't remember this from my first visit but the second gift i was struck by is how the theology is articulated in the songs. there has clearly been an investment in hymn and song writing. it's refreshing to encounter a different approach to singing. i found it a lot more inspiring than the old hymns that keep being sung in churches in england (not that they are all bad i hasten to add) or the contemporary worship songs that often seem lacking in theological articluation or at least rarely have themes that grab my attention (it reminded me that the reason i first started writing songs was precisely to try and articulate theological ideas). ruth duck was one of the other speakers and she is a hymn writer who has been part of this kind of articulation. i don't know her work that well though i do have a book by her on the shelf on language in using words in worship, but she is clearly somethng of a pioneer in both hymn writing and use of language in liturgy that is fair and just and it was clear she is much loved by the united church in canada.

gary paterson is the moderator of the united church of canada and spoke on the last morning on luke 10 - it was an amazing talk and quite surprised me. my memory of the last visit i made was that mission was an uncomfortable word - it had associations with imperialism that seemed hard to shake off. i was advocating a recovery of it and did the same this time. but gary was certainly encouraging a new confidence in being sent in mission with good news. the times we live in certainly call for such a challenge. the united church of canada have started a network called edge which is connecting and encouraging fresh expressions of church and revitalising existing congregations. rob dalgleish has been to the uk a few times now and been inspired by the gift from the uk church of trying new things in mission and is now heading this edge programme up. it's great to see this emerging.

i rather liked this piece on gary's blog in which he quotes from chris corrigan, a consultant who does a lot of work with the united church in canada, who describes the people he meets in the united church in canada as "heretics of hope". 

for those who were there it was great to meet you - thank you so much for the invitation and welcome. i have sent my presentations to alydia - give her a shout if you would like to get hold of them. the books that were on sale that disappeared were curating worship whch is published here and alternative worship which you can pick up used for 1 cent! the pocket liturgy book is available to order on your side of the pond through lulu.com here - making communion. and do check out proost where you can subscribe and/or buy individual books as downloadable pdfs including making communion.

right now to try and stay awake today....!

oh canada

packing my bags to head to canada tomorrow to take part in the united church of canada worship matters conference. i'll be chatting about curation as a way of thinking about planning/designing worship and giving a keynote address on newness and tradition inspired by jesus' idea that the kingdom of god is like someone who brings new treasures as well as old out of the cupboard. we'll see how it goes. i am also looking forward to a week with friends in ontario afterwards. and yes the blog post title is inspired by james blake's cover of joni mitchell's case of you in case you were wondering!

...and we will become a happy ending

occasionally something comes along that is a wonderful surprise. this happened to me recently when a book arrived in the post called and we will become a happy ending it's a collection of stories and sayings, ponderings and pictures that describe a church called theStory in canada - it fuses meditation, liturgy, prayer, art, theology. it's laid out beautifully like a coffe table book. it really is amazing. you can preview the book here

when things like this come along i find myself filled with hope. it's a real labour of love. it's available on proost i am delighted to say - proost exists for precisely this sort of creative publishing that comes from the bottom up. it's available as a downloadable pdf. of course if you are a subscriber it's available as part of your subscription! i actually have 10 physical copies that i have bought - they cost me around £15.50 each by the time postage is added. i am very happy to pass them on at cost price so if you know me or bump into me just ask. or you can order it through amazon.

tabled - worship trick 79

in the christmas e-mail update from kore, there was a link to tabled, some guys in canada who have created a site with a number of installations around bread and wine. it's a wonderfully put together site with some great ideas - inevitably it is worship trick 79.

geez and experiments in truth

i was contacted by geez magazine a while back to ask permission to use a photo. i was delighted to be asked having heard good things about the magazine (and pleased that that is the third magazine i have had a photo in this year). well yesterday a copy dropped on the doormat. hailing from canada, it looks great, is intelligent, funny and poignant. a couple of the people working on it have done time with adbusters which didn't surprise me - it has a similar feel. on the 'feel' of the magazine the eds replied in the letters page to someone who didn't like the name by saying that they wanted a name that suggests they are in the realm of religion but not in a typical way, that the exploration of topics is more like saturday evening over beers than sunday morning with its strictures. each issue has a theme. the current one is inspired by gandhi's notion of experiments in truth (which i was inspired by in mark scandrette's book a couple of years back) - put legs on an idea try something out such as downward mobility or sit in public, see what happens. don't just sit there theorising. the magazine is like greenbelt - i.e. it's a space in church life where you actualy feel good about being a christian rather than embarrassed if you know what i mean. the magazine has been running a daringly awkward sermon contest - 300 words only. the nest issue will have a bundle of winners.

on the subject of magazines conspire also looks like an interesting new zine on the block birthed out of the simple way community - a different approach to how the economics and distribution works, with communities subscribing to be able to distribute it free having signed up and agreed to donate towards it as a community.

we are doing our own experiment in truth again this week - off to run dekhomai at the london mind body spirit festival chatting with, listening to, praying with, massaging feet of, making prayer bracelets with, doing jesus deck readings for visitors to our stand. the experiment? take christian spirituality out of the church box and into the spiritual marketplace and join in with what god is already doing... if you pray, do pray for us. we hope the 'energy is strong' in our booth :-)

canadian edges

i have been to canada a few times now doing some training and connecting with a few people involved in mission and reflecting on how church can emerge in the new postmodern environment (or whatever we call it now) there. and i have followed with interest some of the creative edges there to see what is growing and emerging. jordon cooper was one the first fellow bloggers i discovered when i started blogging back in the day when only a few of us were and i think that connected me in with canada. plus i have several friends there...

in some ways it feels a bit more like the uk than the usa does as a mission context partly because less people go to church. anyway it was with interest i watched the dvd one size fits all and it was great to hear/watch stories in a variety of places in canada where newness is emerging. and a couple were things started by people i had met before now. it's amazing to see the parallels in terms of challenges and change in different parts of the world. these things are small and fragile but that's true everywhere i think.

forge canada

forge canada has been launched

aerotone - worship trick 35

well i'm a bit slow on the uptake but josh lyon blogged a post this one's for jonny with a link to aerotone, an e-label in germany producing very ambient music. and the big plus is it's nearly all free! le mepris is the album josh recommends which i like too - it's all piano based... and yes josh i will make it a worship trick - thanks! no 35, series 3

iglow

glow, originally uploaded by jonnybaker.

this photo may not seem much but it is is the first picture i have taken with my new lens - i have been saving up and splashed out. i unpacked the lens and was sat at the table at my friend ed's house, looked around and this was the first thing i saw. the lens lets so much more light in that the shutter speed is much faster than it would be on the regular lens that came with the camera. i was astonished to see how the shot came out. why this lens? i have been inspired by thomas hawk who says it's his favourite lens.

emerging church zines

canadian journal resonate first edition is online. there is a lot there. the first issue focuses on liminality - if you are wondering what that might mean read len hjalmarson's forty years in a narrow space which is a really good piece. here's a taster...

Liminality is a place in between. It is emptiness and nowhere. Adolescence is the liminal space between childhood and adulthood. But liminality is more than a point along the way to somewhere else. It represents anti-structure to structure, chaos to order. The place between two world views is a liminal place. It is a place of dying and   rebirth, even of metamorphosis, the place where the caterpillar spins its cocoon and disappears from view. Liminality is Israel in the desert, Jesus in the tomb.

The Latin word limina means threshold. Liminality is where all transformation happens. It is when we are betwixt and between, and therefore by definition “not in control.” Nothing new happens as long as we are inside our self-constructed comfort zone.          Much of our day to day effort at life is toward maintaining  our personal little world. Richard Rohr comments that,

“Nothing good or creative emerges from business as usual. This is why much of the work of God is to get people into liminal space, and to keep them there long enough so they can learn something essential. It is the ultimate teachable space.. maybe the only         one. Most spiritual giants try to live lives of “chronic liminality” in some sense. They know it is the only position that insures ongoing wisdom, broader perspective and ever-deeper compassion. The Jewish prophets… St. Francis, Gandhi, and John the Baptist come to mind.

Liminal space tends to be counterintuitive. In liminal space we need to walk in the opposite direction. We not eat instead of eat – we remain silent instead of talking. We search for emptiness instead of fullness. In liminal space we descend and intentionally   do not ascend; “status reversal” instead of status-seeking. We indulge in shadow boxing instead of ego confirmation.

Few of us choose liminal space. Instead, God usually has to engineer the journey. Someone we trusted fails us; a job we counted on suddenly ends; a child or spouse dies; we are struck blind on the road to Emmaus. Once we arrive there, we are disinclined     to call it home. This is why spiritual directors and counselors are often sought in times of transition.. we need outward support and encouragement to endure liminal space. On our own we tend  to run for security, back to the familiar gardens of Egypt.

september's emergingchurch.info is online with a focus on simple church. i really like darren's 16 lessons for church planting - very practical and down to earth...

winnipeg pics

jordon's photos of winnipeg - you'll spot me in there

bill blogs...

the threat of me starting a category of posts called the old bill has pushed bill in to starting his own blog theoldbill which i am sure will be fab... i have added it to my list and will follow along.

missing pics

made it back ok from canada. the usual missing a night's sleep was made better by the anticipation of the liverpool chelsea game which i'm sure you will know chelsea lost... - congrats to the reds. can't camplain after the season we've had.

found a couple of pics that never got added to the photo album of our trip to winnipeg. the first (click on image) is of the sign on the steps at one of the entrances to knox church - truly astonishing... maybe there's a cross cultural thing going on or did rubbers mean something else in a different era?

then the second is of wheat grass. dave and i tried a shot of it at a juice bar. as it sound it is grass crushed/juiced and comes out very dark green. you then have a chaser of orange juice (to take the taste away). it's supposed to be good for you but unsuprisingly it tasted like grass and we probably won't be having it again...

one other curious moment at the conference was when i discovered that the call to worship used by bill was space dust by vaux. small world eh?...

meeting a legend

well this weekend i finally met the legendary jordon cooper. he was one of the people who first inspired me to start a blog 3 years ago or so. i checked back and he is name checked in my first ever post... he and wendy and their son mark had driven from saskatoon to winnipeg to meet us (and have a long weekend break) which was very humbling. we chatted over a beer last night, a small group of us (others were dave, bill, michelle, brendan, mark) hung out in a cafe this afternoon informally chatting about faith, blogging, the church, missional leadership, money, art installations and the like and then i ended up having dinner and chatting more with jordon, wendy and mark in the evening. this was a real treat and i hope our paths cross again. i think that the resonate model of developing a national network is excellent and hope and pray it grows in dreams and influence and people in canada.

it was also good to meet mark humphries who has recently published a bridge between two worlds , his story so far. i read it over the weekend - it tells the account of mission in winnipeg to various subcultures revolving around the red herring cathedral/cafe. he is now spinning various plates, one of which is semaphore and as you can see from the web site they have done some fabulous alt worship stuff.

dave preached this morning and did a good job. in the church there is a huge organ. when i was talking about cultural change on friday night it occured to me what an amazing contrast there was between the technology of the organ and the ipod i was using to play music. reminded me of some of the mcluhan probes on technological change. anyway it inspired a photo (click on the image to see a larger version)...

tomorrow we head back to the uk - back in time for the second leg of the champions league semi final between chelsea and liverpool :-)

sparking imagination in the united church of canada

it's snowed and rained and been cold every day so far in winnipeg, but we have had a great time. i was very worried that anything we might have to offer from london might not resonate or connect with somewhere so far away (i think bill was slightly nervous as well as he had persuaded the planning group to invite us). friday night was the big night. we had been flown from london to do a two hour presentation. and (phew) it went wonderfully well.

we led a worship experience (if anyone is visiting from the conference hi! a list of where most of the items - music, images, liturgy etc is here - the parable of the sower is by jonbirch). and then i spoke on alternative worship, mission shaped church and some of what is happening in the uk. the thing that seemed to really connect was the notion that insights from cross cultural mission have a lot to offer in our own contexts. i think the reason this thought hit home in the united church is that there is a perception that mission is a bad word because of the imperialistic history of mission (the imposing of our culture on foreign cultures). so when i suggested that maybe there is a good and contextual history of mission to learn from and that the imperialism we rightly have turned away from is still playing out but in our own culture (i.e. we expect people to come to us and buy into our culture to get God) it really sparked peoples thinking. i can't post any notes because i didn't have any - i just had a lot of slides in the presentation that reminded me what i was talking about... people have asked for slides or the quotes or whatever so i have uploaded some of them along with some i never got round to talking about. if you want to see the images of grace have a look at the grace pages on small fire. flea circus was a playstation 2 ad from a few years back - not sure where you can get that now. and the morphing jesus video is a worship trick that you can download.

it was also great to meet eric elnes who is leading a very creative church, scottsdale united using the arts and jazz in worship in phoenix. his stuff was very complementary to what we were doing. hopefully both together sparked people enough to do the imaginative work of how to grow church and express worship in the soil of their own cultures/contexts. he is part of what is being termed progressive christianity which seems to bit a bit of a new movement stirring. i need to find out a bit more about it.  it felt like a really small world when i discovered that bonnie greene, the other keynote speaker, used to publish materials for the institute of christian studies in toronto - their books really helped shape my thinking about 20 years ago...

dave is preaching this morning at bill's church - knox. (btw bill's nick name has become 'the old bill'). bill is an amazing person - it has been brilliant to get to know him. he has amazing insights and wisdom and creativity. he is also very chaotic so you are never quite sure until the last minute what he is going to do or produce but everything he led or did at the conference was artistic genius - the crafting of words, turns of phrase etc... i have discussed blogging with bill as he clearly hangs out in that world but he says he could never keep a blog together. but he has so many nuggets to share with the world that i am trying to persuade him to e-mail me whenever he finds something or creates something new and i will start a category on the blog called the old bill to post these nuggets to...

the morph planning team have created an online community web site to share resources which is a great idea.